What an odd time we are experiencing. I'm sitting in a cafe using he Internet. I have my laptop which I've just spent the last hour trying to work with, but lately I am experiencing all sorts of trouble connecting, downloading, etc., and today right now I have been unable to delete my google account. It loops into a page that tells me there was a problem and to try again, which leads into the same loop. Frustrating to say the least. Just one in a whole list of incidences that I've experienced recently. I wonder, is this trying to tell me something? Maybe so. My patience with technology is certainly wearing thin.
Ok, that said, here I am expressing myself through this medium. I'll keep this brief, since for various reasons which I could not bear to go into, I cannot type this on said laptop and so am using single clumsy digits on this small and barely adequate phone keyboard.
There is beautiful piano music playing. It is very calming. My tension is melting ... Gradually. And it's almost time to leave.
Lately my deepest awareness has been with the internal adversary that we all have. I call it Gretchen of Ind, but there are other names for it. I've heard others refer to it as the watiko virus, the archons, the whisperers. But essentially these are all the same thing. Refer to the blog 'the Ruiner' who has written eloquently on it. My advice is, be aware of your thoughts and attachments. Are they truly all your own?
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Until another day
Much love
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